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04 September 2014 @ 04:59 am
Di. Madaldal lang.

Kasi nga... kung saan-saan ko lang nakikita si "Facts about myself" posts. Ewan at bakit sa August-September palaging nauuso yon? Last year din e. :))

Mabilisan lang 'to. 'Di na pinag-isipan nang bongga.

Mga walang kwentang facts tungkol sa akin.

01.) May lagpas 20 akong notebooks. Mga lagpas 30 siguro ata. O lagpas pa ng 40. Lol. Pero 'yung 20, wala pang sulat. In short, mahilig akong bumili ng notebooks. Hindi notebooks na pang-school/ahh paano ba iexplain, ah 'di bale. Lol. Kapag nasa mall ako, may 80 percent chance na may bitbit akong  bagong biling notebook paglabas ng mall. 'Yung 20 percent, wala akong pera.

02.) Mahilig ako sa foot massages. 10 years old ata ako nung nahiligan ko siya. Mas gusto ko pa yon kesa sa body massage/back massage. Kaya ang korny ng Sexy Zone sa last Sexy Zone Channel nila. Ang sarap-sarap kaya sa feeling. Anong masakit sila dyan.

03.) Hindi ko alam kung bakit manghang-mangha ang ibang tao sa akin sa tuwing nagtatype ako, lalo na 'yung mga tipong... aah paano ba... 'yung iba kong classmate, mga kapitbahay ko (na nakakasabayan kong mag-computer sa computer shops). Sabi pa ng isa kong classmate, "Ibang klase 'tong magtype, 'di naman gamer." Ewan. Matindi lang siguro 'yung pagpiga sa amin ng Computer teacher namin nung Grade 5 at pinatype kami ng isang paragraph na nakapikit. At dahil don, nanalo ako sa Typing Game sa school namin last sem.

04.) Marami akong gustong pag-aralan. Baliw lang. Natutuwa talaga akong mag-aral, pumasok sa school, hindi.

05.) Sinubukan kong mag-apply sa isang Call Center company. Napilitan lang. Sinamahan ko kasi 'yung kaklase ko. Pero ewan, 'di ko inisip na may balak akong magtrabaho bilang isang Call Center Agent.

06.) Marami akong pictures ni Yabu Kota, gusto niyo? Balak ko kasing gumawa ng Scrapbook niya. Last October 2012 ko inumpisahan. Nasa Ya-Ya-yah days pa rin yung scrapbook. Natigil ako last July 2013. Panahong narealize kong... ewan.

07.) Mahilig akong magsulat ng diariy entries... halata ba? Pero lately 'di na ako nakakapagsulat. Siguro dahil Twitter, Facebook, LJ. Pero dati talaga, nakaka-5-8 pages ako para lang sa isang araw. (Notebook, typical high school notebook) Wala namang kwenta 'yung pinagsusulat ko. Tungkol sa mga napanood kong drama, tungkol kay Yabu, tungkol sa fandom, tungkol sa school, walang kwenta.

08.) Ngayon pa lang, nahihirapan na ako kung ano ba ang ilalagay kong text sa uchiwa kung sakaling makapunta ako ng Sexy Zone concert for the first time. Ito mga naisip ko: "I came from the Philippines! I came here to see you! (Is this a dream? If it's not, please shake my hands! (lol what))", "Kento-kun, thank you for recommending "Kimi no Iru Machi"! Nice story!", ...at wala akong maisip kay Fuma. Whut. Pero gusto ko talaga ng flying kiss galing kay Sou.

09.) Mahilg akong tumambay sa bookstores. Pero pramis di ako yung bookworm type na mahilig sa novels. Mas more on nasa mga ano ba tawag don, mga librong may natututunan lol

10.) Related sa 9, dahil siguro 'yung nanay ko mahilig akong dalhin sa bookstores nung bata pa ako. Mga 6 or 7. Sa National Bookstore ako natutong magbasa.

11.) Gustong-gusto ko talaga ang boses ni Fuma, pero mas gusto ko ang speaking voice ni Shori.(KAHIT NA ANG HIRAP INTINDIHIN KASI KINAKAIN NIYA MGA SINASABI NYA DI NAMAN SYA TUMATABA)

12.) After kong natutunan ang Digital Painting, natuwa ako at balak gumawa ng isang portrait each member ng Sekuzo. Pero 'di ko pa rin tapos 'yung kay Shori. Pero 'di ko pa natatry na walang gamit na outline. Gusto ko masubbukan.



Wag kayo. 2gb size nyan HAHAHAHAHAHA

Gumagawa ako ng Hirose Alice Digipaint tho. :)))

13.) Mahilig akong magdrawing, DATI. Sa pagkakaalala ko, hilig kong idrawing si Pikachu nung 4 years old ako. Powerpuff girls din. Di ko malala kung pati si Hello Kitty. Ewan ko ba anong nangyare ngayon. Pero palagi naman ako napapasali sa poster making contests nung elementary ako. Walang kwenta nga mga gawa ko e.

14.) Mahilig akong magtype gamit ang typewriter dati kahit 'di pa ako marunong magbasa. Mga 4 ata ako non. Ginagamit ko yung libro ng ate ko, ginagaya ko.

15.) Nakakarami na ako. Ge bye.
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Eru
Hi-sa-shi-bu-ri! :DD

After ng maraming ginawang kalokohan this midterm blahblah. Buhay pa ako ang saya-saya may chance pa akong makita si Kento. (Wait. Bakit Kento agad)

Gusto niyo bang maging updated sa life ko? Edi download the blahblah app now and you'll have exclusive blahblah updates from me 24 hours, Duh, sino ba naman gustong maging updated sa buhay ko anyway? (!!!!That would be creepeh!)

Wala. Gusto ko lang dumaldal. Edi ko alam bakit mas tuwang-tuwa pa rin ako sa Sexy Zone Japan Tour kesa sa Sexy Zone Sexy Second Spring concert? Hm... Pero nakakabaliw talaga ang IF U - Ghost - BAD BOYS - Power of Run e. Paano huminga?

Kyot kyot ni Fuma sa concert. Tapos ang gwapo gwapo ni Kento.

Ang pinagtataka ko lang, napagtanto ko lang kasi; mas maraming beses kong nasasabihan na gwapo si Kento kesa kay Fuma. Pero kung si Fuma... kyot. Kyot kyot kyot.

Eh gwapo naman kasi talaga si Kento. ;___;

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Malandi nga lang.

Anyway, last Saturday and Sunday, babad ako sa paggawa ng 3D models shits. Ang nakakaloka pa, ibang program na 'yung pinagamit sa amin at hindi na Cinema 4D. Medyo nangamba ako kasi una, mas nasanay na kami sa Cinema 4D. Pero nung ginamit ko 'yung... Blender, at nanood ng isang video tutorial, mas narealize kong mas keri gamitin ang Blender. O dahil kasi ang galing nung nagturo sa video tutorial? Ang dami kong natutunan sa paggawa niya ng cup. Cup lang yon ha :') Tapos ewan, may love-hate relationship na ako with 3D modelling. Pero ewan? Hahahaha feel ko 'di pa rin para sa akin ang 3D XDDD

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Nakakaiyak. Halatang noob no? :)) Pero nung napatingin ako sa Prelim projects ko. Mas halatang noob 'yung mga yon XDD Dapat gagawa kaming sampu kaso... nakakatamad na. Nakaka-pito na ako. :v Okay na 'yon. Lol.

Marami akong gustong idaldal actually pero kasi, marami rin akong gagawin. Lol. Bigla ko lang naalala kailangan ko palang gumawa ng certificate churva. Kainis. Lol :))) Ge. Bye. HAHAHAHAHA

Ah nga pala. Pwede bang ilagay ang skills sa Aegisubs sa Resume? Lol. Wala bigla ko lang naisip e XD
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Eru
07 August 2014 @ 02:45 am
This is a super quick post. I should be sleeping by now. Lol. It's already 2AM here. I'm still can't get-over how pretty Takei Emi is, in person.

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I won't get tired telling everyone that she noticed me, THRICE, she smiled at me, she waved at me. Too bad I don't have any proofs for that because I suddenly forgot how to breathe. I didn't able to get an autograph sign too, but she was almost there to give me one! T_T The girl in front of me was such an hindrance, she's not even a fan... and they need to be quick already. ;A;

I don't have good quality photos as well because: 1) I'm short 2) I master the art of blur-tography and wrong timings.

And you know.... the feelings.... when I saw Emi getting off from the van (in LED screen... I don't know how to put everything in proper sentence lol), I really cried, I don't know. Around of applause for my tears duct. It releases tears quickly.

Anyway, I really wanted to have a quick posts because of that and because of this.

Fuma:「Those two have groups where they're the main, and when they come back, how should they be as the main, and what should they do when they're not the main are things that can only be understood by being the main! When all five of us are together, I want to make Sexy Zone a group with no gaps between us! People with complaints can come one by one and say them to my face!」

Fuma couldn't handle his feelings anymore. He is really such the big brother of everyone. No, a papa, actually.

When people always wonder why it is Fuma who I like the most in the group, despite that... yeah, he is not that good looking... I mean with good looking is that, his looks sometimes not pleasant or something, and will leave first impression of a bad guy ass of the group. He does his stuffs like a boss, he acts like no one really watching him... but I think that thing is really the thing why I attracted to him. He is this member who really don't follow rules in Sexy Zone Channel lol and complains a lot, but I think that's the best thing of him... that he is indeed interesting. I actually like Kento more at first watches of SZ performances, but Fuma always caught my attention. He seems like a easy to read person but at the same "yeah, you must know me... deep" kind of person. I don't know but I feel like that. He is known tsundere but I think he never intended to be like that to catch fans' attentions... but he does that thing because he likes doing it and he likes the person who he is doing it.

.....but actually, why I'm typing things about Fuma now?

Or maybe yas, because of that post. /cries

Fuma:「A little while ago there was a press conference, right? And there was talk of "chance of" or "probability of" there, and things like "aren't they just hiding behind the word 'chance,'" were being said! By the fans! That hurt like crazy. Probability, huh?! I just want each and every one of us five to have a chance to be the center!」


It feels like... Sexy Zone feels like that they already being betrayed by the fans. No guys, please don't feel like that T_T

....Ang sakit eh. Hindi talaga ako nasaktan sa probability na magiging tatlo sila or what, sa mga reaction ng fans ako nasasaktan.

Enough. Let's sleep. Must be early later!!! Dahil wala na si Emi mamaya, kay Takeru na ako titili.

PS. Matinding LSS ang hatid sa akin ng Love Kaze ni Kento. Like... kahapon ng 12 noon ko siya huling napakinggan?
Pahabol. Sinabi na ni Ayuna na buntis siya! Sana magkaroon man lang na flashback how the "Teens Who can do it" did it.

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Eru
Internet connection doesn't like me for like two weeks already. It was after Glenda's visit (wtf) in Manila. (Or, I really don't know... wait the connection was pretty fast that time and even after... maybe 5 days after? I can't remember).

Well, well, well...

There's really... one person... online... that I really don't like that much.

I won't tell any clues, hints, or stories though, but that person, ...we're not that close. Or maybe, we are? I don't know.

But sometimes I don't like seeing that person's name anywhere.

And I feel that ...that person somehow dislikes me as well.

Or like, that person... I don't know.

I feel like our connection loosens.

I think it started when... I got more attention in the fandom? (Crap. I'm not that attention-seeker-related type of person anyway)

Or more like, when I started lending my hand to others?

Which is which?

Anyway, never mind that thing.

I was watching Kuro no Onna Kyoshi anyway.

I'm liking that actress *points Uchida-sensei* more and more!!

I like her in Dr. DMAT, a lot!

And Alice too! She's so pretty here in this drama! Not that Alice in 35sai!

Speaking of Alice, I was thinking of buying her photobook instead of Sexy Zone's new photobook lol

I mean, the new photobook costs 1700 pesos! T_T That is 1000pesos more expensive than the first released!!The fuck!

But I get more excited! The photobook will be somehow porny, I guess? /grins

But! 3nin photobook :(

I remember two nights ago, I looked for the first appearance of Sexy Zone in Shounen Club as a group, and they were being introduced like this:

"Sato Shori, Matsushima Sou, Marius Yo, Kikuchi Fuma, Nakajima Kento, kono go-nin ga, Sexy Zone desu"

KONO GO NIN GA

/cries

Did Iijima wacth that episode?

Mou~ whatever, I still believe with the go-nin Sekuzo.

And I don't know why I'm typing like this.

Like a Japanese blog.

Lol.

I should get some sleep. It's already 6am here! XDD My classes will start at 1630 though. :P

But I really should end this sleeping habit. I don't wanna die before Johnny! XD

I haven't start with my animation. T_T The submission will be this coming Thursday... or Wednesday? o__o

Whatever, oyasumi!

As if someone is reading this. omg do you? Lol
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Eru
O kung ano man. Hindi ko alam e. Gwapo pa naman ni Fuma sa icon ko.

Dapat ay gumagawa na ako ng assignment sa Computer Program at inuumpisahan nang pagalawin ang animation ko, kaso naiistress ako sa mga kaganapan sa Sexy Zone. Mas nakaka-stress pa kesa sa umaarteng lablayp ko.

Hindi ko alam ang mga nangyari sa tatlong concert kanina ng Sekuzo. Pero may nababasa akong fan reports at masakit. Hindi ko alam saan ako maniniwala, kasi may mga fans na kung anu-ano na lang ang pinagsasabi. Masakit. Ang sakit nung punyetang nagsabi na sinabi raw ni Kento na 'yon na daw ang magiging huling concert nila bilang 5 Sexy Zone.

Alam kong hindi magagawang sabihin 'yon ni Kento. Alam kong hindi siya papayag.

Kaya bukod kay Iijima, kung sino man nagpakalat ng lecheng fan report na 'yon, sana 'yung buhay na lang niya nawala kesa sa mga nabiktima sa dalawang plane crash ngayong buwan.

Edi tanga, sa Sexy Zone ka maniwala.

Pero ayaw kong mangyari 'yon. Mas pinangarap ko pa naman makakuha ng flying kiss mula kay Sou kesa mula kay Fuma.

Sana sa October, magrelease sila ng 5nin single. OO OCTOBER AGAD, Pukang ama.

Umpisahan ko na ngang ayusin 'tong lechugas na Computer Programming. Ang ingay ko pa naman sa computer laboratory kanina. Namigay pa ako ng Peperro.

SEXYZONE

*What "Behind normal" fans think they are doing. Sorry I was sleepy already when I made this and didn't able to recheck lol

Whatever. Kakantahan ko na lang kayo ng We Can Be One ng Sexy Zone. Sexy Zone, 5exy Zone, 5-2=0. Yeah.

Yehey! May Sexy Zone tag na rin ako lol bakit ngayon ko lang naisipan lagyan ng tag lols
 
 
 
Eru
23 July 2014 @ 03:10 am
Malamig. Sobra.

Kinikilig ako rito.
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Magpakasal na kayo. Kbye. Lezzgo animation.
 
 
Eru
21 July 2014 @ 03:42 am
I didn't create my Slender Man 3D because shit I don't have any idea how to manipulate it well, and now computer is acting a bitch ugh why,

Anyway, I was... Pinag-iisipan ko kung ikikwento ko ba rito ang nangyari lately sa akin. I don't know though why I'm making it a big deal, or maybe because after 874561684 years, it's happening to me again. But more like this time, with a twist kasi ang tanga ko? Lol. Ewan ko ba at bakit ko namention 'yun sa kanya, nag-drama tuloy siya, naiintindihan ko oo ang pinagsasabi niyang kadramahan but I just like to make sure if he was freakin' serious because I believe he never been serious in his life.

Pero anyway talaga, I really want to sleep already. Slow internet connection damn please finish your uploads already.

And damn I can't find Adobe Illustrator on PC. Did I just delete it or what?

Whatever. -_-
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Eru
19 July 2014 @ 01:38 am
Actually... pinag-iisipan kong ikwento ang nangyari sa klase kanina... kahapon. Kaso, after kong mapanood ang 35-sai no Koukousei, naisip ko... 'wag na lang. Kahit wala rin namang konek ang ikikwento ko sa 35-sai no Koukousei  HAHAHAHAHA Pero, 'yung panaginip ko kanina, weird. Sila. (Siya... sila, madami sila xD) Well, weird daw talaga ang panaginip during naps, o ewan. (Something realistic daw ang peg, ayon sa nabasa ko dati xD) I sleep for 2 hours, nagising saglit after an hour tapos tulog ulit. So bale, parang may 2 dreams ako... at 'yon nga, yon. XD

I think I was... I am just overthinking things neeeee! XD Lalo na at sunod-sunod ang "stress" sa mundo. Lol stress talaga xD Di naman talaga stress pero kasi lahat ng bagay ata sa mundo pinoproblema ko.

Di pa ako nakakapaglaba ng maayos.
Mawawalan kami ng tubig.
Wala pa akong slenderman, 2 objects at character 3D.
Wala pa akong nauumpisahan sa animation.
May Filmmaking pa.
May Filmmaking pa ulit.

Pero ang kinakabahala ko lang, 'yung magiging future classes sa programming knowing that instructor seems knows everything na wala akong alam. What.

Pero nainis talaga ako sa text na natanggap ko kanina e. "Ang ganda nangyayari sa Sexy Zone, pampainis sa fans." Edi pakyu. Wala akong galit sa'yo, sa sinabi mo lang. Pero keri na, naka-get-over na ako. HAHAHA bibili na lang ako ng Limited F Otoko Never Give Up xD (Because Making! Because 12pages book! Hahahah! Lugi ata sila dati sa mga Limited F XD)

Ayun lang, maglalaba muna ako ng blouse at other stuffs. Maghuhugas ng pinggan. Tapos gagawa ng 3D yey.
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Eru
18 July 2014 @ 02:59 am

Last month, I made a so boring introduction post for this journal, and now... I got bored with that boring introduction, so I thought of giving you a somehow impressive + creative introduction post, and I am just bored.

| B A S I C S |

Eru (or most of the time Mayel) ☆ 12 to 15 years old, sometimes 8
Multimedia Arts Student (...oh, don't ask why)

☆ I'm now working! Woot. Should I be happy or what?
☆  Manila, Philippines ☆

| R A N D O M |

getsurirujaniizu_station
(Downloads | Subs)
☆  Notebooks, typography, fonts♡, Japanese  ☆
☆ Foods, pens, rilakkuma, photoshop, digital arts, Philippine History ☆
Fan Fictions, Filipino Fictions ☆


| F A N D O M |

☆ Sexy Zone ☆ Kikuchi Fuma ☆ Nakajima Kento

Eyecandies: Matsuoka Mayu, Morikawa Aoi, Hirose Alice, Hirose Suzu ☆
☆ Komatsu Nana, Takei Emi, Kashiwagi Yuki, Nogizaka46
☆ Gin no Saji ☆ Sayonara Ponytail ☆ Fairies


|  random blah |

☆ Hitoribocchi no Haburashi (Nagase Tomoya), Kimi Dake Ni...(Shounentai),
I will and Mou Kimi Igai Aesenai (KinKi Kids) are my favorite songs!

☆ I am not into Anime but I love Gin no Saji: Silver Spoon so much!
☆ and I don't know anymore lol


| FIND ME |

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Previous Introduction post if you're interested reading a shit.

*will properly edit this soon xD*

 
 
Eru
Alam niyo 'yung tipong sobrang excited ako nung inannounce nila na magkakaroon sila ng bagong single. Pero kahapon, inaannounce nga ang details, 'yon, 'di ko alam anong dapat maramdaman.

Ang saya sana e, kaso September, 3rd year na ng Sexy Zone non. Masaya rin naman. Kaso ayon nga, silang tatlo lang ang nasa single. Fuma pangit, Kento bakla at Shori... gwapo.

Aaminin ko, silang tatlo talaga, most likely, mga ichiban ko sa Sexy Zone. Pero nakakalungkot pa rin kasi mahal ko rin naman 'yung dalawang members. Lalo na si Sou na sobrang sayang ang talento, galing sumayaw, galing kumanta, galing sa comedy, galing umarte, oo may tiwala akong magaling umarte siya. Tapos ang paghihirap ni Marius. Lahat.

Pero kahit na nadisappoint ako kay Iijima at sa Pony Canyon kahit na parang lately ata panay praise ko sa kanila, mas nadisappoint ako sa ibang reactions na nababasa ko online.

a) Sexy Zone is NOW a 3nin group

- Nope, please. The other two won't withdraw from the group. I believe with that. Kilalanin niyo sila, pramis, 'di magagawang isipin niyan ng dalawang members. Kung ganon man ang gagawin ng Johnnys, feel ko, pati 'yung tatlo mag-wiwithdraw na rin kung ganon. Plus, si Fuma na rin mismong nagsabi.

b) Dadagdagan daw ng bagong members

- Nope, please. This is not so JE. They're not Kpop style. Aside, Sexy Zone will never be SEXY ZONE if may iba pang members. Sexy Zone is not SEXY ZONE too if tatlo lang sila. Marami ngang nagalit nung nilagay ang juniors sa cover ng Real Sexy, how much more if DADAGDAGAN TALAGA. I believe JE was aware about that mistake already, or maybe not?

c) Boycott, not buying the single

- I was thinking about that too last night. Pero the more marami akong nababasa about sa isyu, the more na mas gusto ko silang suportahan. Lalo na nung nakita ko si Shori na nagpipigil ng luha niya, ang umiiyak na Kento, at... naka-poker face na Fuma. 'Di rin naman nila tanggap ang nangyayari ha. Kahit gustuhin man siguro nila magwala, 'di nila kaya. :( Takot din siguro. At 'yon nga, sabi ni Fuma at ni Kento, para rin naman daw ito sa kanila, para sa fans din. Besides, feel ko 'di naman papayag lalo na si Kento dito kung over-all na pananaw niya sa magiging result for this ay negative, I mean, masasaktan totally ang fans. He is not that type of person. HE LOVES DOING THINGS SA IKASASAYA NG FANS. Malay natin, may something surprising sa single na'to, if not with this certain single, but sa susunod na events.

Plus, the only BEST thing we fans can do is... to buy and support this 7th single.

d) Using MariSou-color penlights instead for the upcoming 3nin concert

This is depressing. Really. Wala akong masabi bukod sa 'yon nga, depressing. Ewan, kasi kahit kunwari, ilagay ko sarili ko sa situation ng tatlo, masakit. Basta, 'di ko maexplain ang sakit lol pero parang ganon nga. Depressing.

e) Edit: Because "they're too young" for the debut reasons.

Hallo. 14 na ang pinakabatang member sa kanila. Marius is not freakin' eleven-years old anymore. He even thinks like 18 year old guy, even wiser than Shori probably. YAMADA RYOSUKE WAS 14 WHEN HE THEY DEBUTED. O ano pinaglalaban natin ngayon Yel? At, nag-grow na sila. Tama na salita please 'di niyo naman sila pinapanood at nakiktiang lumaki. 2 years already had passed. For sure, marami silang natutunan. For sure, they're not too young. Wait waht.

Ayoko rin naman malungkot ng todo-todo ang Sexy Zone sa single na'to kahit na sobrang lungkot na tayo ng todo-todo, lol teka redundancy. Ang ganda pa naman ng meaning ng kanta, "to cheer them and look forward" something. Pumayag sila, sapilitan man o... sapilitan, pumayag sila. 'Di nila tinanggihan ang changes. Ang magagawa lang natin ay, sunugin si Iijima at ipagdasal ang kanyang kaluluwa. Lol, kidding aside, ...ang magagawa lang natin is STILL support them. Kahit na sabihin "naging fan ako ng SZ dahil sa LIMA", kung fan ka, kahit bitter ka sa ideya, isipin mo na lang rin na... para parin sa LIMANG TAO ang support mo. Nawawala na nga 'yung dalawang members sa grupo, iwawala mo pa 'yung suporta mo at sarili mo sa grupo? Asan na ang essence ng pagpili mong suportahan sila (no matter what) at the first place?

Naks. Ang tagal naman ng Sexy Zone Channel Episode 11.

Kamusta naman 3D projects ko 'diba?
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